| October 1, 1979 |
[(Oct 1, 2009 // 10:59am)] |
WARDED TO SELFNervous? Fuck nervous. I'm not sure what the fuck I feel right now about Monday. It's only four days away. What if we find something significant? What then? And what if we don't? I hope we do but perhaps it's just a little too much to digest right now.
Or maybe I'm just freaking out because it's four days away.
Will be interesting to go back to Hogwarts though. Odd, maybe, since the other blokes won't be there.
I still don't know whether I should tell the Order about the King's Cross attack and how Regulus was .. well, there. I know it may be a little late now, but better late than never? I'm still hoping that the moron was is just going through some phase and that he is going to be over the whole 'being a Death Eater' bit soon. Not that he can suddenly stop if he wishes, but.
Fuck.
Maybe I should just ask Remus, James and Peter about it first, before telling the Order.
END WARDS
WARDED TO MARAUDERSIf one of you knew of someone who was a Death Eater, you would tell the Order, yeah? I mean, that seems like the smart and brilliant thing to do, instead of keeping it to yourself for a fucking month?
I know, I know. Fucking brilliant, Sirius. What the fuck were you thinking? Clearly I wasn't.
And no prizes for guessing who I'm talking about.
END WARDS
Brilliant, it's October. Means Halloween is just around the corner! Don't know when I'm going to be doing for the Masquerade Ball, but whatever it is, I assure you that it will be fucking brill. Because I'm fantastic, of course.
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| September 26, 1979 |
[(Sep 26, 2009 // 7:37pm)] |
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| September 4, 1979 |
[(Sep 4, 2009 // 8:38pm)] |
WARDED TO SELFIt's only been a few days. And I can't stop thinking about the attack and everything. I don't know too many details but I don't like what I do know so far. It's driving me mad and I know I'm supposed to go out there and find out.. but I just don't want to know. I don't need to hear about any more casualties and/or more injuries. It wasn't a good day for any one of us and I would rather not influence my opinion about the day by filling up with more knowledge.
I can't believe Regulus was there, as well. He seemed fucking helpless at that moment and for some reason, I actually wanted to help him out. He's not the guy he's molded himself into being and I truly do believe that. I don't know what the fuck he's doing by being a Death Eater, but I don't like it one bit. I suppose I could talk to him, but I have a feeling that it's not going to work at all.
I don't want to report him, either. I know it's such a conflict of interest, and I really wish I had found some other Death Eater to fight with instead of him. Any one else would have been alright. And if an Auror and/or another Order member had fought Regulus and reported him, I wouldn't have such a big problem with it.
Fucking idiot. If only he hadn't gotten himself involved with those morons, it would have made my life a lot simpler.
Not seeing Marly for a few days has been bloody awful, as well. I'm doing much better myself, even though my left arm is still in a cast and I suppose I really ought to visit her at St. Mungo's tomorrow. But tomorrow is Frank and Alice's wedding and I've got to attend that.. and Merlin! Doesn't matter. First thing tomorrow, I'm paying a visit to her hospital bed. Doesn't matter who is there and who isn't.
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I have nothing significantly important to say today. Hold your cheers and applause for the next time.
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| August 25, 1979 |
[(Aug 25, 2009 // 12:04pm)] |
WARDED TO MARLENE MCKINNON
I realize that this may be late and it's a really unconventional way of doing things, but I was wondering if you would be interested in reducing work for Alice and Frank and attending their wedding with me. I think it would be awfully selfish of us to allow them to print place cards for Sirius Black & Guest, as well as Marlene McKinnon & Guest and instead just one simple one for Sirius Black & Marlene McKinnon.
So yes, no, maybe so?
END WARDS
I know that I have been unable to graciously ... grace the lot of you with my presence via the journals, so here I am. Fear not, for I am not dead!
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| July 29, 1979 |
[(Jul 29, 2009 // 10:17pm)] |
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I would just like to point out how amazing I am.
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| July 28, 1979 |
[(Jul 28, 2009 // 11:47pm)] |
I personally agree with Benedict Rump.
But honestly -- who doesn't? Except for the Death Eaters, that is.
Oh and Remus! Any luck on looking for any flats, mate? I've got this one flat in mind, but I don't know if you're going to like it, so let me know, yeah?
And I'm pretty sure the Muggles upstairs are going at it like a pair of monkeys. It's a bloody sad day (night?) when they're going at it and I'm forced to spend the night alone. A SAD, FUCKING DAY (NIGHT?).
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| July 21, 1979 |
[(Jul 21, 2009 // 10:36pm)] |
WARDED AGAINST REMUS LUPIN AND ONLY TO FRIENDS
Hello everyone. I have a request that I humbly ask all of you to oblige to.
Right, so, Remus Lupin -- you know him; he's that lad James and I are usually with (no, not the blond one - that's Peter) -- has been under some pressure as of recent times and as one of his best mates, it has become my responsibility to find a suitable partner for him.
Requirements, you ask? Right, well, female, for one. And someone who is approximately between the age of 18 to 22. If interested, do leave your name and best way to get in contact with you.
Thank you for your precious time.
EDITED AFTER THIS
Tell Remus this and I swear, I will kill you.
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| July 20, 1979 |
[(Jul 20, 2009 // 12:44pm)] |
WARDED TO REGULUS
Hope you're awfully proud of yourself.
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| July 19, 1979 |
[(Jul 19, 2009 // 7:41pm)] |
WARDED PRIVATE TO SELF
Stupid sodding gits. I can't believe they would do that in the middle of Diagon Alley -- especially when Muggle-born children and Muggles were around. I don't reckon any of them were caught, which was just pathetic -- not that I blame the Aurors in the slightest.
I wonder if that stupid brother of mine moron was there, as well. He probably was, but.. I'd hate to think what kinds of shit mother has put him through. He's the bigger dumbarse for following her orders, so I don't really care.
I hope no one was injured terribly. I have a few cuts and bruises, but for the most part, I'm alright. Whoever was fighting me was terribly weak though a part of me wonders if it was Reg and I suppose the Dark Lord needs to taunt whoever it was to work on his hexes and curses.
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Pathetic.
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| July 15, 1979 |
[(Jul 15, 2009 // 5:51pm)] |
I want a motorcycle.
And that ends Sirius Black's ingenious thought(s) of the day.
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